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This unfufilled feeling of wanting to give you more is something i am always having.

though i realise you are happy enough already

.My generosity to spread more love is truely because that i am experiencing so much happiness right now.

To become your saviour in all you nightmares.

To be the light in the times of your darkness.

To be the shoulders you cry on.

To be the person who fill up the flaws in your life.

To be the pillar to support you and the strength that holds you stable.

To be the place you go to,

your sanctuary when you need someone to lend an ear , i will listen.

*and try my best to remember*.:p

All because, i want to see you glowing right from the inside.

Then, and only then would we be the same.:)

The day

Fortunately, i find myself to be a more grateful person towards her surroundings.grateful that i am where i am, who i am... who i'm with. the significant people who are always with me , if not physically then in mind. and in heart.(: the things i do , where i do and for who i do it shows most of who i am.in sense of personality and characteristics. i believe that everybody has flaws. and my flaws aren't so pretty either but the people who care about me makes me feel perfect in every sense of the word.Not because of me but because of their presence in my life. And if not for their existence i wouldn't be who i am right now. And for that i thank god i have these people in my life. Making my life more significant and with meaning. Even though the realization of how cruel and sadistic life can be, with them by my side i feel inner strength expanding day by day in me. They know who they are. And to that special someone in my heart ; Happy third month anniversary. For some reason i find this month very important to me as well. and i love you and i can't wait to see you.:) and trust me everybody; i am happy.:D





Love,
A'skiah.

Tyro a.k.a Noob .:p

hello again.:)
My exam today was not that bad.i am quite worried for tomorrow though.maths 2 and english. i sucked my accounts yesterday.macam tut tut semua tak imbang.odhiwiodhwiodhowdbhw! urgh~ and umm..well thats it.oh, and i've been thinking alot of edi.all the time.i mean.. all the time. mcm tak stop.i cant stop thinking about him ,its driving me crazy.xO hahah,i love you shayang! you make my heart skip so many beats.:p cant wait to see you and hug you till your eyes pop! <3





*2 more days!




love,
farawr

Mistified much? pfft.

Good morning my love and lovettes.
This is me posting from my brothers new room downstairs.since he is eating breakfast might as well i steal some precious time to give you a quick update.(: I'll have you know that i have moved house.not that far from my old house but it's definitely nice because i finally have a room and a room i can be proud of i must add.the desk i had two days ago just pefected my room.for those who knw me best, you all know how much i like my stuffs to match.:D besides that,theres exams.whooo....very very sucky unfortunately.;/ esp the one i recently had - Maths 1 and Sej 2. urgh...don't even get me started with those two subjects.its getting me vexed already early in the morning.:O anyway..yesterday; on the 16th of May 2009 , we had a family + friends gathering at home to discuss of my 2nd sister's wedding and so on and so forth.met a few individuals i haven't seen in a very long time like uncle Zek's family, Sherenne, Yasmin , Amy and Rafiq.:) After a while of melayaning people, they slowly went back in groups between 9-10 pm.after that. we initially planned a bacholerrete party for Nur Zainatul Akmar at Mist.after a few conflicts that plan was succesful to go off.and so akmar, halimah , amy, yasmin and me went there.and personally for me,clubbing is a tangy bit too overrated.but i did shake my ass nonetheless.and it would've been nicer if i had my partner in crime with me.<3 color="#ff0000">accounts 2 and agama 1 tomorrow so wish me best of luck.will update when wireless is in my room.:)


much love;
Fara

New*

finally,after some prolonged engagements and shattered hopes, we finally got to move to a house.though its nt in ttdi,(and i must say, i am fairly dissapointed) , i'm just glad we're getting out from this dustball-like apartment.=.= and its a house near fawwaz's.and im moving tmrw at precisely 2 o clock, the lorry man and his fellow spartanian like workers,*pfft* , will come pick our thingy majiggys and fling them one by one in their respected places.:)) I will be having breakfast with brother nevin, a-tangy-bit-far neighbour fawwaz, and boyfie edi tmrw morning.somewhere at ss2. now.stomach full of gastric juice, body aching and mind utterly restless and out-of-place,i am finally going to call it a night. :D i love you people. mwah lovers.