One more try

Like a boat floating calmly amidst the vastness of the deep blue sea. I realise life has too many choices.directions for us to choose.And no one else can make them except you. you are alone in your own journey.it is in our hands as long as it can be fixed.

Thoughts;

-I miss him.very much.

-i need to finish this driving thing asap. i need to start working again and keep aside money.
for emergencies,credits,hangouts,shopping,presents,mama,holidays.

-i cant go out often anymore.or late...
since theres a baby in the house.
they're saying im not putting some sort of contribution.

-I need to ace that bukit.

-I need to practice driving more often.

-Im freakishly broke.

-I'm tired even though i woke up late today.

-I'm anxious about my application to uitm.

-I'm hoping and praying i'm taking the right direction by taking tesl at uitm.

-I need a job.i need money.

-I'm considering about working while studying to get some extra cash on the sidelines. i dont want to ask from mama.it's kind of sufferring to ask someone of something they can't usually give.i end up sounding like the heartless one,you knw wht i mean?


- i pray i get to do the jpj test successfully.i dont have money to pay if i fail.

-omgoodness im so obsessed with cash.=.=

later la you guys.ish

and then there was Adam Danial

Adam Daniel B Luqman is my b e a utiful baby nephew that recently was born on the 13th of March at 921 pm like tht i think.hehe.he's so white and cute and so tiny.:O i was like damn.your such a tiny human.which also made me feel so grateful that Allah blessed us with this tiny gift.i will do what i can to be his utmost favourite aunty.;) i cant stop holding him.;O

and...i was so excited that i frgot to tell you what i got fr my spm results!

urgh...time nak pergi tu mcm tut tut gila. Abang was sooo not helping! he was like whispering in my ear spm spm spm. i was likee aaaaa .:/ anyway my fingers trembling, my heart pounding against my chest and after all tht cold sweat.i got 4 as 3 bs and 2 cs. i was so overwhelmed though,i kinda cried.for like 30 seconds, cause joy was overflowing through my veins. i really didnt expect to get 4 as. and i thought i'd get a fail. but syukur alhamdulilah. it's not bad.though it might not be alot bt im very grateful fr the results i got.:)) so anyway,driving class is tmrw. i gta stay at pd till sat. fri ada school trip so i gotta help. loves!

Ohh my.

so as i lay on my bed in this humid room of mine in denai alam. i start to think of what i'm about to face very soon. spm results.

damnn.. crap. i thought i'd get all scared next week but now that it's on the 11th im forced to become scared and giddy.hish...so uncool.i stopped at pd already.with working and helping mama.but im coming down pd once in a while fr the driving lessons and tests and etc.

i misss bf even more nowadays.and esp miss najwa cause havent seen her in a while.i gues si'll be seieng my girls next week too.fr the spm results.mann..this is SOO uncool!!!!! xO