Thursday, May 7, 2015

3.30 am

It used to be cold.  even through warm breezes felt through connection.

It used to be denial. a defensive mechanism for me and from me. 

It used to be familliar.  a distant  memory. 

Now, Like the sun rays bursting into a dark empty room, and like the dust particles that float in the air. 

I am scattered and I am exposed. 

Now, they know.  and more than ever now, I fear.