maybe the thing that's pulling me back everytime from freedom is the fact that i'm scared to lose myself. to have no sense of self control. letting go of the reins and letting the road take me wherever it leads. so scared of turbulence. the fact that i could've done something to change that fact. to stop it. people say life is a rollercoaster. but what happens if some technical error happens to it. what if suddenly we lose balance and fall of the tracks in a collision of horror? to be at your worst state and fearing the worst: that you can't get back up.
a rollercoaster.
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