So i've found some colour,

It seems to be forever since my last post. but i wish not to come up with something melancholic today. No. Today , on this very fine Saturday afternoon, i choose to look forward. Unexpectedly, I should thank mr Fadzril Zin to have introduced me to hugelol.com because through this innocent introduction, i found some colour. This colour that i used to have. that reminded me to live my life. to have pure, uncorrupted adventure. That showed me again the reason why i want to work so hard. to live independently. to see the world.

So upon, scrolling down to hugelol.com, my eyes focused on a picture, revealing a cave so huge, a cave that has a jungle in it, and with it had its own mist of clouds. I was immediately intrigued. I opened google and searched for it. Hang Son Doong Cave of Vietnam. The largest cave pathway in the world.

And with that, it showed me just how tiny a speck i am in this big world. It overwhelmed me, intimidated me, consumed my thoughts and made me ponder on things that i've done and the things i could've done instead. I felt in need to liberate myself from these chains of something i merely thought was significant in my life. When it was also, indeed, just another element in life to trick me of my priorities. Suddenly i felt in need.. 

To Live.

 What surprised me more in the national geographic article i read just now was that, before this, the biggest cave pathway in the world was, with mild surprise,  the Deer Cave of Sarawak, Malaysia. I must admit I've never been to Malaysian Borneo, (which i find to be such a shame, really). Upon one of the things i wanted to cross out of my list  (Rainforest Festival and Mount Kinabalu), i can now put the deer cave into the category.

Its not as majestic, but it's damn well near it. and knowing the adventurer's blood that courses through my body *eceh*, i was immediately thankful that it was in Malaysia. It only means that my dream is so much closer to being reality, and InsyaAllah, it will be. If not by myself, it will be with my husband-to-be. whoever that is, (:

hee, 

xx