i need to change

i dont want to wait till im corrupted inside out to be good. i can't stand it my heart is rebelling every single time i assure myself i'm going to change after i do all these things. i need to change. today, God gave me a sign. and my heart voiced out to me. i need this. and i need all the help i can get. nak sembahyang. nak pakai tudung. please help and support where you can people.