epiphany? realisation? repent?

In honest honest truth.... i took a a good look at myself from a distance.for some form of feedback of the self. and realisation started to sink in. I didnt like what i saw. i found myself in a state of disgust. towards what i saw. It feared me. that i hate who i have turned to be. and where its leading. It was then that i realised i was willingly being drawned to the path that was dark. i need to change. And i hope to God that i do.