I've come to realise.. theres so many things in this life that feels so right. but indeed is so wrong for us. the power of our lust to achieve our wants are most of the time not what we truly need.....
Alhamdulilah. i dont feel like going all out anymore. or searching. i'd rather focus on the self now. myself. ... like keeping money to do treatment for my hair. its getting worse.:/ keeping money to buy transparent lenses now. its much cheaper and i want to see my natural colour for once. and i want to fix myself. make myself better. exercise. learn. focus. i need to love me enough. respect my wants and needs. be my own bf for once.:) i know theres people out there. and if things happen, it will happen. but no more trying so hard. its time to sit back, relax. and let the good times roll.
i love you..just wanted to let you know that. :)
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