2nd sem

is.....like 1st sem all over again. minusing waking up at 8 everyday; its just now 2 days.

and instead of going back at 5 everyday, its jst some days.

and i dont have a group or a bunch of new friends in my class.
am not initiating or putting effort to communicate much, because well honestly i dont really give a rats ass anymore.

as long as i got friends outside of class to get me through the day, i am fine the way it is. yes,i may look like an antisocial in class, being buried with my storybook if im not listening to the lecturer. but i sure as hell dont care what they think anymore. as long as i cooperate when it comes to forming teams and making presentations and such,to get my marks well and fine, im in.

because , reality check people. they're only there right now.the fact that they will be there later is highly improbable and should be questioned... i dont mind being alone in class rather than having friends that are fake. i'm tired of that high school drama and shit.

real friends are hard to find, and i dont mind waiting to find them. because when i do, i know they will be one of the best things in my life.


so yea... unfrtunately so many plastics in my class. not being judgemental. and i know i can probably be friends with them if i wantd to.cause they're mostly from subang,shah alam and all that.but ntah..they've got their group. and i know what its like, im not about to get myself into high school drama. thank you very much.



loves.