Ready,steadyyy

Classes has taken most of my time. Now i realize how very much important time can be. So precious; It passes on so fast now that i haven't had the time to cut my nails this week.

Anyway, this friend, that i used to hang with most of the time in the dorm has now left for maktab. liyana. She wasn't exactly at the same channel as mine but we were okay. and now shes gone..

So its more or less back to square one...

But then again it had always felt like that anyway. but the dorm mates are nicer now.i can laugh with them. but like i said. we're not the same channel. and even the ones that are around here.still have the same perspective - Not like mine. =.=

Insyallah i'll try my best to look at the brighter side of things. its funny when, that day, in english class, this teacher was describing what pessimist was to us. he drew a half filled glass on the board and asked who says its half full and half empty. Apparently, i was the only one who raised for the latter.

Ha Ha. very funny.i was never a pessimist before okay?! ish..Agitating.

And its a fact i jst recently discovered that all my dormmates have better results than i do in spm. i was like whatt...not even one got like me.:/ ...and im the ketua bilik. i feel soooo unworthy. of being the ketua bilik, of being here. i dont know why im here...

if god's trying to give me a sign i hope i'm able to see it. theres too much good for a not so innocent person like me.

insyallah.

i like political science though. lecturer's kinda handsome. heh. till he cut his hair short. pfft.

so thts it. loves;