i dont mean to feel intimidated. i dont mind change of course because change is inevitable. i just don't want to lose you..then why would i call you my bestfriend right? But it is on your hands.your decision to make whether or not you want to pull me back in.because that's how i feel right now.left out.and i know that i've done my part on putting effort.at least a bit.the dissapointment when i've reminded you so many times, i've booked you so long ago.but you've been forgiven already.i just won't forget.