understatement

i understand everything now.

Everything always happens for a reason. for everybody.
If only we knew.

there's no place for weaklings in this town

My time will come. and when it does; it will be a blast.

hanging

Theres no point now figuring out wht to do.

sometimes i feel like if this goes on this way,things are gonna be permanently distorted.
but its high time. i take control of my life. and know what i want. what i need. whats best for me.



its high time.

heartbreak warfare.

i dont deserve this..

i keep thinking and telling myself, going over and over again on what went wrong. what i did, what i didnt do.

happy anniversary zunaidi.....

i have to stop trying to take control of everything.
i know tht life's course is made out for me.
i understand that.
i'll just let it flow now.
and this time i can finally let go of these heavy reins.
theres never anything thats totally right in this situation.
never anything thats totally wrong.
when it comes to our own perspective.
i pray that i'm gonna survive this. however its gonna end up being like.
i'll accept it.
all i want now,

content.
peace of mind.
no more tumulting.
no more crying.
no more thinking.

It's time.


00.00

Happy anniversary sayang.

sometimes i wished that i could turn to the time when i didnt know the real world. when i was in my little own world at school....just for awhile. at that moment. it felt blissful. things are different now. In most aspects..and when curiosity strikes. i know i have no one else to blame but myself if i end up getting hurt.

bt then again....everybody needs to wake up and smell the coffee, no?

There is so many bad in good, that the good is struggling so hard to shine. Innocence is something i will always, always appreciate now.

i hope whatever i am doing, whatever choices i make. i hope their right.

..hm?

why must there be envy? jealousy?