M fr maldives

10 months,5 days,15 hours,13 minits,45 seconds and time is still running as we speak.

This is how far we have come. but i feel like only yesterday we got together, bonded by this invisible seal.a promise to love,cherish and appreciate each other. for how long? well, they didn't say. but it doesn't matter. They never said it was gonna be easy either, but with you it's somewhat smooth sailing. a touch still makes my heart skip a beat; a kiss still makes the hairs on the back of my neck rise. to be surrounded in your arms makes me feel safe. and i can still laugh like you are my best friend.you are my best friend. i've always wanted that. since getting a best friend to be your boyfriend is somewhat a bad idea apparently.and i still find myself wanting to spoil you.with love.i want to look at you.and watch you sleep.and dream.and hope the reason your smiling is because your dreaming of me. i want to wake you from the nightmares you have.and assure you i'm right here.i'm going next year.where? i don't know. i just hope things dont change.i need this.this has taught me alot of things.has brought me back down to earth.we have grown.thank you sayang. i love you . and i say it with all my heart.(:

Finally;

i get a chance to update.

let's see.theres

prom. it's nothing to brag about but yeah i got to shake my thang. *clap clap*

spade party. *i didn't enjojy it*

and umm the occasional going out with bf.

christmas lunch at nevins.

going to sleep at najwas.

missing all my friends.

apparently i am to work with mama at her new school in jan '10

i am not excited about next year.

i feel that what i pictured of after spm is so much better than reality right now.

i hate the fact that my problem is transportation on a lot of things.

i can't believe that i think shah alam is not cool anymore. *just because of the fact
that i find difficulty getting a job*.

i miss my friends at du and bj

i feel like im wasting my chance of shopping because i dont have money to. which results back to me being agitated not having a job.

i feel like im gaining weight. *oihh*

oh oh,i cut my hair.ahahaahah! lama gila dah actually.>.<

run the show

This feeling of euphoria that bubbles from within you like a boiling pot is inevitable when you have just crossed the finishing line of high school; leaving everything behind except bittersweet memories - From the first few baby steps to the first day of primary and finally the ending of high school.

And now that you've finished the race, it's actually more of reality checking you from behind rather than a pat on the back congratulating your victory of finishing school. It's no more fun and games. We are growing so fast we don't even realise what's coming at us whether or not we are prepared to face the consequences of our actions of the things we did or did not do without thinking. But all set aside, the years of schooling have taught me a few lessons in life;



Although there are incidents you may regret in life,they become much more appreciated after you realise they were lessons to be learned in disguise.

Reading is very important, literally, in shaping our lives. it is far more than just for education purposes.

Happiness is not about being perfect, it's about seeing beyond one's flaws

Prom is very much overrated

It isn't love the first time. But the first time teaches you how to.

Being gullible is not cute anymore

Only few appreciate what they have before its gone. Be you one of them.

is there something wrong when i say i'm not feeling inspired?

and then some...

its funny why i am so relaxed even when there's still spm going on.............:O
omg!

ahahah! geez,you'd be surprised the repeated nudges that i have to do to myself to make me realise i NEED to panic.

well maths was the only one i feel very good about. agama 1 was a doozy but agama 2 was okay. now whats left is accounts, science, arts and pdggn. i want to score 3 of those. so wish me luck and pray for me okay/ :*

i cant wait to finish next tuesday. 9th dec and i am freee.:DDDDDDD


i need to make sure its worth it. i want to work and buy stuffs. hehe.

loves.

bm english settle, sejarah nyawa2 ikan kot.;/

these waves. unpredictable. the emotions are swirling, twirling amidst this current of predicament.i feel a burden pulling down on my chest like weights and yet all i hear is silence amidst darkness which surrounds me.

tooot toott

striding along the road to the enemy lines.
or so it seems.. Tomorrow morning i'm going to "battle" with a second-hand shield which i'm hoping that it will save me.just this two gruelling days. I send out a thousand apologies to everybody that i don't have enough credit to wish you all and ask for your forgiveness but i hope this little message passes through:
my apologies fr if i have hurt anybody it was unintentional. my prayers be to all spm students and may God be with you all. wish me luck.

loves to edi,kal,arie and nev.