is there something wrong when i say i'm not feeling inspired?

and then some...

its funny why i am so relaxed even when there's still spm going on.............:O
omg!

ahahah! geez,you'd be surprised the repeated nudges that i have to do to myself to make me realise i NEED to panic.

well maths was the only one i feel very good about. agama 1 was a doozy but agama 2 was okay. now whats left is accounts, science, arts and pdggn. i want to score 3 of those. so wish me luck and pray for me okay/ :*

i cant wait to finish next tuesday. 9th dec and i am freee.:DDDDDDD


i need to make sure its worth it. i want to work and buy stuffs. hehe.

loves.

bm english settle, sejarah nyawa2 ikan kot.;/

these waves. unpredictable. the emotions are swirling, twirling amidst this current of predicament.i feel a burden pulling down on my chest like weights and yet all i hear is silence amidst darkness which surrounds me.

tooot toott

striding along the road to the enemy lines.
or so it seems.. Tomorrow morning i'm going to "battle" with a second-hand shield which i'm hoping that it will save me.just this two gruelling days. I send out a thousand apologies to everybody that i don't have enough credit to wish you all and ask for your forgiveness but i hope this little message passes through:
my apologies fr if i have hurt anybody it was unintentional. my prayers be to all spm students and may God be with you all. wish me luck.

loves to edi,kal,arie and nev.

this feeling tugging my heart

hello everyone...i'm going to move house..again. i don't want to explain why. but this couldnt come at a worse time.this was supposed to be my 'intensive study month thing' month..i dont know how im going to handle this.but i will try my best to help when i can because mama isn't exactly young.and God knows i don't want anything to happen to her....gotta study..suddenly lost the adrenaline rush to bury myself in piles of books but am trying to follow this new timetable i did. much love...

you are beautiful,baby.

a beautiful discovery. Its what i think of you.you give so much yet there are still things you say that melts my heart.layer after layer i find you to be different than what you show outside to the world. My love.... i feel so grateful to be the person who knows you this way. i find myself to be surprised by my own.When i've already had you for so long.even before we got together.Now,you've become the pillow i hold onto for comfort, the favourite song i listen to ,the voice, the touch i need everyday. Its insane, unexplainable, unbearable, mildly torturous at times.i become.. internally and externally addicted..was...still. And i don't think i want to stop it right now. Nobody can see you the way i see you now. And i find self pleasure in that. in this little world i build up inside my head. a sanctuary, home to my feelings of you and i.of this beautiful discovery i found on my own.that came to me and never stopped giving up to be seen, to be heard. Time couldn't change it. I couldn't change it. I'm glad that it didn't. or i would've lost the opportunity of a lifetime to feel this happy.to feel like the most precious thing in the world.to feel this loved. to feel this full.this complete. i pray i don't stop loving you zunaidi alias.:)