i need a tune up

playing piano hasn't been easy for me now.i don't know why but i've seem to have lost my touch.its disturbing really.:/ no song has story now.its empty with no emotion.i gotta make sure i practice right.before performing for kakak's wedding.O: oh..and due to those uncontrollable teenage hormones i seem to have sensitive scalp now which resulted to my new haircut so tht i wont have heavy hair.i dont know if i should be excited or not.cause now its shorter again.:S
other than that its all whoop de doo.now you see me; now you dont. signing outttt lovers. <3

11/1/09

okay...days seem to go by slower now.im starting to think alot again.which i hate to do btw. i repeat i hate thinking things im not suppose to be thinking.O: yep,i'm back.to where i started.bt this time i lost something tht actually made me happy in a while.and i could've worked things out.i was actually considering till i read it.but its okay.i respect his decision fully and i know its my fault.and it has never been fair for him.i just hope he'll be okay soon.because he deserves someone that could give him a proper answer.(:

hmmm,aight.updates; my enemy at school,*HAHA*.has been trying to be nice to me.in a way,i think he apologized.but very quickly i must add.and im the secretary fr rumah merah this year.8D mcm arie kan kan kan? ;p i've got a cousin who's married now.Kak mas.i can't find a word for how she looks cause she was just sooo remarkably pretty.and the guy looks aight anyway.(: saw alot of granduncles n aunts.saw the long-lost cousin yana and family.:D and thats that.

till the next time i online then; much love

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i simply cannot lose you bestfriend.despite the situation.i just can't.and its because i love you.its as simple as tht.i just need things to be okay.

FORM 5

starts this monday.and i can't online anymore.i'll try to hold on as long as i can at least. psyched much? Maybe..not really.HAHA.my head is screaming SPM SPM SPM SPM ! DIE DIE DIE!!

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always;

there should be something that would end up making me think critically.

what is the point of all that you said..

i dont know what you want.

you should tell me.

or maybe threw a sign on my face when you had the chance.

because now that im moving forward...

i simply cannot rewind.

i'm sorry.

KUALA GANDAH = AWESOME BLOSSOM

okay i knw i suck at this but i really wanna post it up so...SORRY.xD

HAHA.so there you have it.

Kuala Gandah; Elephant Sanctuary

Placed in Pahang.

A great experience.

One i'd enjoyed quite thoroughly.:)

2009

Well wadya knw.its 2009.happy new year ladies and gentlemen!

hmph..speechless..

new years eve was a mixture of indescribability.

and yet i had more than one person to talk to. that felt good.:)

to be heard and hear people.

they make me feel like im not the only one.and its okay.

It'll be fine.i promise..