ugly duckling

Yeah; thats what he bought.

Its sooo jisoshaohqsl~ :)

Just because the fact that HE bought it for ME.:DD

Anyway..the house is pretty much a shit load of a mess.O:

but two more days and we'll be moving.i dont know why my sisters are all complaining.

heck,i am SO glad and thankful we're FINALLY moving.

I am purely ecstatic about it.

a nice spot at ttdi .close to lovers and places.:)

not so sure if we'll re-move after that cause for now its rent.

but wtheck right,i'm just glad we're getting out from the apartment.

not exactly great,fond memories were here.

but i'm thankful we even had a place to stay at that time.

at that time..we're better of now.:)

happy.

updates

IN:

1. moving house soon.. whoop de dhoo.:/
2. signed up for spelling competition but not sure if my school got enlisted.i had to do all the joob with the help of,thankfully fake sister najwa basir.(:
3. i feel like a fat pig.
4. i miss benjamin andrew micheal.
5. stressed out!

OUT.

And He said;

'Hmm...what am i gonna do without u.'

And i took a moment off my time to pack and think of that situation.. Later that night, i broke down.There was only too much i can take.i admit i have been feeling quite stressful indeed and apparently you were there when i broke down.And i'm thankful for that.i like where i end up in the end. and i don't care how imperfect the past may be for me.because it brought me here.to you. and though i may not know what will happen later, i know whats happening now.and i appreciate every moment i have with you.thank you angel; i love you.(:

Explosion of Mind*

Something only you'll understand.

Expanding , desperately needing T.L.C and to be attended to for this imaginery swollen head of mine. Note; too much thinking causes pimple growth to increase abruptly. Frowns,this 'not-in-a-good-mood' facial expression, sudden disturbing quietness and vexingly melancholic tone of voice i have suddenly been introduced and accustomed to. This is something i've been wearing these past few days and trust me, it ain't pretty. These voices raging and shrilling in my mind like a furious debate in my head. Its times like these that even piano notes don't help. Desperately wanting, needing my source of happiness.my problem solver.my frown disposer.;/ needing to de-stress..just for a little while.i promise i'll focus again later. i...need to see you sayang.:(

Remind me again

1. why i am in love with you.
2. why i should be studying instead of writing this pointless stuff.:/

..................................

haha,okay im out to study sejarah. i love you zunaidi alias.:)

Survey on Dresses.

I know i know, i can't help it. after finishing my homework i thought of surveying on dresses.mainly on prom dresses of course.(; it's getting me all excited.:D hahahaa...(padahal SPM pon tak habis lagi.-.-)

ANYWAY;

These are the results!

for Prom Dresses*

For Work*

*drooling*

If only.....

Hey, i'm allowed to have dreams no?;DDD

Oh oh, anddd..

After SPM*angkat kening*

Today Yesterday and Tomorrow;

Hello;

i know its been a while.but basically i can come up with a conclusion that nothing much excited happened.though i must say,last week,i went out after my accounts tuition to see bf and went for a movie and bought some stuff for friends.:)) What movie did i watch? ooohooo, my 3rd boyfriend , vin diesel.yeahaa,thats right. i watched fast and furious 4.awesome gilaa.8)) hahaa....i really gotta know more about cars..and roads for that matter.heh.-.- anyway...tomoorrow gonna have science slideshow...i don't feel like i have been studying though... i hate it..i do...but mcm homework pon tak sempat habis.balik rumah habiskan hw.:/ hmmm...i gotta buck up...saturday ada larian smkdu.dont know if i'll be running or not yet.haven't decided.and theres BJ's Sports day this coming sunday.might go.dont know yet..much love lovers.<3